Jeremiah 20:9
Gematria: 4380
ואמרתי לאאזכרנו ולאאדבר עוד בשמו והיה בלבי כאש בערת עצר בעצמתי ונלאיתי כלכל ולא אוכל
And strength, power, leader water, sea, waves head, top, beginning mark, sign, cross of again in and existed in to house fire in house, family, inside eye, see, watch side, hunt, catch water, sea, waves mark, sign, cross of and like all if or every.and~I~will~SAY(V) NOT I~will~REMEMBER(V)~him and~NOT I~will~much~SPEAK(V) AGAIN in~TITLE~him and~he~will~EXIST(V) in~HEART~me like~FIRE BURN(V)~ing(fs) STOP(V)~ed in~BONE~s~me and~I~will~WEARY(V) SUSTAIN(V) and~NOT I~will~ABLE(V)I thought, “I will not mention it,No more will I speak in God’s name”—But [the divine word] was like a raging fire in my heart,Shut up in my bones;I could not hold it in, I was helpless.
Jeremiah 20:10
Gematria: 5211
כי שמעתי דבת רבים מגור מסביב הגידו ונגידנו כל אנוש שלמי שמרי צלעי אולי יפתה ונוכלה לו ונקחה נקמתנו ממנו
Given that that time of head, top, beginning house, family, insides from camel around and every man that to who guard of side, hunt, catch staff, goad, control eye, see, watch of or to me to him and from him/it.GIVEN.THAT I~HEAR(V) SLANDER MASTER FEAR from~AROUND TELL(V)~you(mp) and~we~will~TELL(V)~him ALL MAN COMPLETENESS~me GUARD(V)~ing(p) LIMP~me IF he~will~much~ENTICE(V) and~we~will~ABLE(V) ASK~him and~we~will~TAKE(V) VENGEANCE~us FROM~himI heard the whispers of the crowd—Terror all around:“Inform! Let us inform against him!”All my [supposed] friendsAre waiting for me to stumble:“Perhaps he can be entrapped,And we can prevail against himAnd take our vengeance on him.”
Jeremiah 20:11
Gematria: 4163
ויהוה אותי כגבור עריץ עלכן רדפי יכשלו ולא יכלו בשו מאד כילא השכילו כלמת עולם לא תשכח
And lord, yahweh like camel above so if very given that if like to water ancient if.and~YHWH AT~me like~STRONG TERRIBLE UPON SO PURSUE(V)~ing(p)~me they~will~TOPPLE(V) and~NOT they~will~ABLE(V) they~did~ASHAMED(V) MANY GIVEN.THAT NOT they~did~UNDERSTAND(V) SHAME ANCIENT NOT she~will~FORGET(V)But GOD is with me like a mighty warrior;Therefore my persecutors shall stumble;They shall not prevail and shall not succeed.They shall be utterly shamedWith a humiliation for all time,Which shall not be forgotten.